2 November 2012
Can I drift into a endless sleep?
Filled with dreams and internal happiness, instead of the worlds dread and sorrow.
I try and push away the pain but it's caught up by tomorrow. I can't begin to comprehend my inner thoughts, because they're all twisted and tangled into one giant knot.
And I stare at my appearance in the mirror and for once do not cry, maybe because I'm happy with myself.. But we all know that's a lie. I've become so numb I can't feel anymore. My self love has gone away, stomped right out the door.
Opuss № I