26 year old bored of the mundane routines that have become my life. Let's mix it up a bit.
If I were to merely tell you the facts it would bore you to the brink of insanity. Day 1 is no different to days 2, 4, 5 and 6. If days 3 and 7 were the same I would be very worried.
This is all I remember..
You ain't ever gonna be mine. Running after me. Chasing me. Calling me. Messaging me. Writing me. You ain't ever gonna be mine..
Saturday night out with friends is the usual. Saturday night out pull a stranger is the usual. Saturday night out have below standard sloppy sex again this is usual.
Adverts make me forget what I'm watching. Lets put an end to them..
I do know better. I just don't care. You nag about nagging me. I like the attention. You say there's no progression for me. I have aspirations, not desperation. You say I've accomplished nothing life.
That's all that needs to be said..
Lost in reality. If we knew what our future would turn out to be, would we change it. I wake up and think why did I go this route the hard way round the road that would only mean me relying on myself.
Something are not meant to be. The rest is just to depressing to remind others about..
We all want the best in life. Riches, wealth, good health, and companionship. We all need to feel appreciated in life. Acknowledged, praised, wanted, even a pat on the back. We all have our own...
I like the nicer things in life, but don't we all. No matter what type of person you are, conservationist, environmentalist, or just a plastic why deny yourself a treat.
I have never been so overwhelmed when celebrating a birthday. I also haven't been so shocked either. I have crossed the half way point and is now nearing thirty.
At the train station and don't know what to eat. I go to vending machine to get some sweets and the suckers been raided and left with healthy treats..
So every Sunday well almost every Sunday I wake up to nurse a hangover. Nearly every Sunday I wake up in a room nothing like mine.
The human species has either stopped evolving all together or technology is blighting us. I think as we progress more with chips and circuits we become more dependent on them than each other.
Sat in the canteen bored on my break, may actually cut it short and go back and work. Sad state of affairs..
Literally if you are in an immense quantity if water like the ocean you really only have one option. Well you have two but the other results in death..
Nights get colder and my bed gets lonelier. I stay awake late doing housework and watching horrors on the box in the dark, whilst I await the sand man to send me to sleep.
Constant pain..
Why is it always me that wakes up the morning after a night out and find that I'm in someone else's bed. Why do I then insist on trying to creep away but always fail.
So went on a blind date, thought to myself great, couldn't be better she looks fantastic. My friend had set it up but only because he made a deal with the girl he wished to see.
A hard days work and all I want to do is chill out and relax. So I have ticked that box, then I thought why not watch a film or two.
Been without my iPhone for awhile, may as well of been wipe from the Internet. Social media really has made a big impact on the way we communicate..
That's what I'm missing from a relationship..
Sat in silence, conversation died an hour ago. Now I'm on my phone passing the time. Well amazing date. Just realised I don't even remember their name..
Some employees just simply impress me. Worker:- hi boss man I will be in today as I feel much better, but I won't be up for working tomorrow. Boss man:- you can predict the future.
I sometimes just lay down thinking what might of been, other times I lay here thinking why. Life is full of "what if's", best thing to do is wonder. No more no less just wonder.
Time to sleep. Yet never can seem to drift as quickly as would desire. Had fun packed and vigorous day but my eyes just stay awake.
So me and three friends go camping. We drink lots, talk loads, laugh uncontrollably. S'mores by the camp fire followed by a joint to mellow out as the evening draws.
My diary would be full dull day to day stuff. However every few hundred pages you would get some great stuff..
Today I did nothing. Tomorrow I will do the same. To do nothing is wonderful. By doing nothing all I can do us enjoy life. Fuck me life is good.
When you start, You must finish. When you feel you have done your absolute best, Do better. When the ones you care about ignore or simply don't bother, Go that extra mile to make them react.
Why when drunk does your lingo revert to that of your hometown. Why when wasted do you only use the word C**t more so than usual. Why when blotto do you become a tosser philosopher.
Don't start, and then there's no need to quit. Starting due to peer pressure means you will be seen as weak and simply a doormat.
Not a question you should ask your friend at 3 in the morning whilst covered in mud and got a bloody leg. Also when you happen to be drunk.
Why so few. Yet so many place them selves upon a platform. Some of us simply amaze ourselves. No one is born amazing. No one is born a loser. Some are never born. I still have plenty to live.
Why do I do it to myself..
So O2 went down people went insane. A couple weeks ago Natwest went down and people went crazy. I sadly use both companies, I'm fucking crazy. Although it has been nice in some ways.
By a vending machine. Ask for a black coffee, and all I get is granules..
I've had a brilliantly productive day of complete rest. Why must it end. But that's why we work..
So there I am just having a general conversation with a colleague about getting a bottle of red and a bar of chocolate. Hard days work thought I would treat myself.
Such a lovely day. The weather wonderful the tennis was spectacular and the beach perfect..
Always having to wait - if not at the checkout, it's the train station. If not the train station it's life. Bored. So so bored..
Ignorance is not bliss. Arrogance I can tolerated. But to completely ignore someone for a week, wtf. To then only bother with person when you want something just makes them a user.
Off to see doctor at hospital just so he can do nothing..
That is why I'm in a relationship of sorts..
Fifty Ways to Say Fabulous. If you want to put yourself through cringing turmoil the film will do it. Funny in places, sad in others in fact it hits all rounder status.
Living twenty five. All because of the entitlements. Never thought I would be one of those but times are hard and I've paid enough to get something back..
If there were ever an organisation that's needs reviewing. After all this I'm going private..
Hate it. Hate it so much..
At work one day I had a customer complain about the width of the pathway between checkouts. The person had scrapped their thigh against a p.o.s shelf.
Would like random advice. Anything would be good. It's been so long since anyone has bothered..
Well it was all Go Johnny Go, then we realised that neither us had prepared for the night shift. Fun, hot and sweaty times but limited yet so satisfying..
Gone out the window. After all "the walk of shame" has become habitual..
I'm brilliant for typos. Accidentally called a friend a Butch instead of Bitch on FB now everyone thinks she's a lesbian.
This for all those who thinks shoplifting is fine. It isn't. Because it means the prices of goods go up wages stay the same or job loses happen due to the fact profit margins are not being met.
I should be living it up a whole week off. Even though I been signed off by the doctor, I'm not ill just in constant pain.
Great concept but probably best to go private. May as well be private with prescription prices going up every other week..
Yeah it's probably best to run when face to face with a giant foetus hurdling towards you gnashing its razor sharp teeth. That is just good advice..
I must be a bit whorish, just read through some of my blogs (opuss). Well just to be everyone straight I'm no stranger to a stranger..
Some of us have far too much time on our hands to play mind games. A puzzle a quiz even scrabble is fine. But why would you wish to go out of your way to attempt to boggle others.
Pretty self indulgent. I am the live of my life. I love my life, even the shit that comes with it. Truly some people are born and do not live. Some people are born and live till the die.
Unfortunate but happens..
Progress is always round the corner. Change is inevitable. Life is completely unpredictable. Other than death there is few we can guarantee.
Yeah unexpected visitor to turn up in nine months. Fuck. Well that's life..
Over the counter painkillers are amazingly strong these days. Sadly the nausea couldn't be treated..
Or lack of. On my way to A and E all I can remember is how poor the receptionist was last time. I was asked many questions when struggling to breathe let alone speak.
Wicked completely forgot all about FaceTime. Can't always be round the people who are close but FaceTime you are awesome..
A bloke walks into a bar. The bar person (pc) asks have you got any I.D. The bloke replies "yes I do" and hands over the I.D proving him to be 25. The bar person happily serves.
For a long time I refused to text when u got my first mobile over ten years ago, and kept it up for many years as I thought it would kill the art of conversation.
Company policy..
And that doesn't refer to Facebook. My new years resolution has been to go out on dates more rather than just getting around.
Not a fan of the walk of shame yet I seem to do it most weekends. Today is Wednesday. I have reached a whole new low. But fuck me it was worth it.
What a bitch. What a painful bitch..
Beautiful day. Been out and played. Then came home. Sat down and ate. So why am I shitting myself as I watch avpr in the clear of day..
Actually just far to tired to do the pubbing and clubbing thing as I haven't given myself a rest in over a week. That still makes me sound far to old..
After complaining most of the day about how tired I am, I find myself in bed wide awake. I've tried counting sheep but fear of having nightmares about them and their haunting eyes.
The sense of smell in some cases is just a curse. I'm on a bus and there is a smelly man in the front of the bus and I'm at the back. It is not pleasant, I won't nose replacement surgery or therapy..
Well just got to say its super great..
Well I will be honest pretty much everyone right now is pointless but that's because I'm in a shit mood..
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Why is society forgetting the basics of good manners. When people greet one another it's polite to say hello or some such phrase.
Always been one to watch foreign films since a teenager. Love to see how other cultures you this firm of art and how they well be it the directors/writers see the world or portray a story.
Best part of recovering from a hungover is going out in the rain. To let the cold droplets of water touch your skin is just invigorating.
If you don't want to be here, fuck off. So indeed I took they're advice, and fucked off with their wife. No I didn't I just left and enjoyed the day..
Awesome awesome awesome. Bloody brilliant. That's how my day has been and hopefully will happen more often. So to those having a not do great day, just think how happy some people are.
I had the pleasure on donning a pair of pointy shoes the weekend just past.
So been up since the crack of dawn, and it felt as if I were drifting through life with no purpose. After an of playing squash it feels like I have a life and now for it to begin..
Still half asleep, wondering why I've been dragged out of bed to play squash when I've been asleep for four hours. Then after I have work. Life sucks a little. Not a morning person..
Well when going for a job and you hear nothing for a week it's fair to be dismissive of the job.
As a young active and dynamic individual I somehow seem to lack common sense. Its not that I have none I just seem to have vacant moments.
I would rather this than let you think one day it may happen. One day near or far do you really want to wait for something that may never be.
There is a point I. Life when you reach a certain age and think it is acceptable to eye up those who are clearly to young for you.
Apparently smiling is infectious, but only for those who have something to smile about. For others it's just a reminder how sad and pathetic their lives seem. Smiling kills people.
It's a shame that for one to wind down, first one must be wound up. Life never simple. Damn it..
That how long till I get to live my life again as that when I finish my shift at work. At least it has been a relatively smooth day..
Why has being just to standard been acceptable. I strive to do my best which to some may seem just being average but when some or anyone just strives to be average that is truly sad. Sheepish..
Clearly as a person who works till the hate hours of the night early hours of the morning I should be allowed some time to sleep. Sadly thus does not happen as people are generally not the nice.
Seriously they need to make work breaks more worthwhile. As much as I like having them sometimes I think I should just work straight get paid for it and be done with it.
You have got to love the rain especially after playing high levels of physical indoor sports. The only thing that seems to cool you down really quickly..