17 April 2012
You used to have a place in the world. You were seen as a rising star by some, with lots of potential. Then life happens and you're left to burn out. Now more a red dwarf than a rising star you sit feeling useless, indulging in escapist sustenance rather than taking in real nourishment. You find you're not needed and lonely; even when around those who should make you feel otherwise. What is your purpose when those around you have no place for you?
You yearn for company, but you only find porn. You yearn for purpose but only find consumerism. You yearn for daylight but cannot bring yourself to open the curtains. Life happened to you, but when will it start for you?
Who are you? Who are you supposed to be?
Completely Fucking Useless • Opuss № I