11 January 2013
The worst type of crying is when everyone else is asleep. Where you feel that lump in your throat and you try to swallow it. Your vision becomes blurry from all the tears threatening to spill and you know that this time you won't be able to just blink them away. So you let the tears fall. You just want to scream. You're bent over trying to suck it in and not make any noise so you don't wake up anyone up, but it hurts too much. You have to hold your stomach. You can't breathe anymore. You're still trying to keep quiet but you can't because you're very hurt.
- Teardrops - • Opuss № I