12 August 2012
It was too late. I had made my decision. Made the decision to end it all. It was too late. I did change one of my decisions, though. I grabbed a pen and scribbled four words messily across a piece of paper. 10 minutes. I picked up the gun, focused on Liam and pulled the trigger.
When I woke up, or whatever happened, there was no pain. Physically, at least. The pain of Liam and Lindsey was as strong as ever. So nothing ended with death. Nothing but my life. But maybe.. Maybe now someone will understand pain.
I realise I'm actually in my driveway. I run up to my house and feel.. Nothing. No pain, no remorse. Simply nothing. I head into the house through the open front door, wondering what was happening. I realised that it had only been minutes since I'd pulled the trigger... But why was the door open?
Note: This one is really short, and probably written way worse than the other one, so I will post another later today, which will hopefully be better ;)
Why? Part 2 • Opuss № I