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Moments wanted to be shared. Anything that happens I care. Longing for you to touch my skin. Craving your smell, still lingering. Wanting a kiss only from your lips. Hoping your hands find my hips.
Air so cold it freezes your lungs. Teeth chattering don't bite your tongue. It makes you shiver and clench your fists. Fighting your way through the fog and mist.
I am not the same as you. Your like everyone else a program. You don't feel the emotions I feel. You can't you don't understand them. You've never experienced been depressed.
I am in that place I thought I had left behind. A place I hoped to never find. This time I have let my actions play with my mind. Confidence I once found. Has ran away.
Care, you don't know the meaning of the word Help. I don't think you can hear the question Food,that's right feed your self forgotten your lunch is over.
Tell me you love me. Make me feel complete. Tell me you want me. I will be your little treat. Tell me your happy. And I will smile ever so sweet. Tell me I am yours forever.
Our father who isn't in heaven. Your power has faded. It has been taken over by hatred. You must regret this world you once created. But it is out of your hands. Away with his plans.
All drugged up under the sun. Is this what you wanted from life to be a bum. So much potential. Your mind has become confidential. You pretend your okay. But you have lost your mind.
I curse your name. Because you don't really exist. I will call you a liar because you have betrayed my trust. I will feel disgusted forever. For the way this world has turned out. I will be angry.
This is a fight that I didn't want to enter. This is a miserable story of how you wanted to be in the center. The only feelings you care about are your own.
I'm not going to sabotage this. I've changed my ways, theres no reason for it. So Instead of leaving il give you a kiss. I've been hurt and did not heal.
I decided to get a bath. I thought It would be a laugh. So I got out my rubber duck. But got my big toe stuck. It was wedged In the tap. How did it get in that gap. Now I feel like a tw*t.
Awake but not really. Looking but not really seeing. Talking but not making the connection. Walking but not in the right direction. Moving but not going anywhere.
I hate loving. It drives me insane. I hate been jealous. I hate nasty thoughts racing though my brain. I hate thinking about what if. I hate how you used to love her.
Age restriction 16+ It's late and were waiting for darkness to take over. When the nights black il sneak down stairs in my night gown with my laced underwear underneath.
When dreams get lost. And the heart gets stolen. As time passes by, life leaves you broken. When you build your self up. Just to break yourself down. When you hold it in. No matter how you've been.
Practice makes Permanent Not Perfect.
You'll think me weird. But I know I'm right. I want to do it. So I'm putting up a fight. You'll think me crazy or even insane. But think about it, your eating thought their veins.
Why can't I be free From the things I used to be I want to re-write my history I want to be free.
I'm going to live Until I die There's plenty of reasons why I'm going too love Not cry I'm going too dance and sing And let the best of times pass bye :).
It's tomorrow now. I'm floating. But in the shallow end. The sea pulls at my ankles will it take me too a distant friend. I'll let it take me I don't want to stay in one place.
Pain Is Just Weakness Leaving The Body.
It's getting scary now. I'm starting to like you. love you somehow. I fear of getting hurt embarrassed or taken for granted. I want us too grow the seed has been planted.
As I was leaving the house instead of locking it. I started to press the lock button on my cars keys . Took me a few second to realise that the door wasn't going to lock haha !.
Bags under my eyes Tell tales and lies They hide the beauty of the circler skies My ocean blues become another day wise As another day passed and dies.
I'm sat here feeling slightly depressed. In serious need of some valued rest. But determined to get some worries off my chest. I'm trying to write how I feel but my hands have left the steering wheel.
I walked into the calming sea Who was to know the waves were behind me An upsurge dragged me under As I lay drifting I wonder what does the future hold Will I know where i'am tomorrow ..
Never let your fear decided your fate ...