11 November 2012
Who, how, what, when, where and why? Who the bearded Ghandi in the name of Jesus, Hell am I?
I am in such a state of disarray, I cannot seem to know, If I am one way or the other, Who am I? Where do I want to go?
There's all these massive questions, I can't seem to comprehend, I do not give a tear, an inch, a drop, A thought or so to lend.
I'd rather be a happy poor man, Than a wealthy nervous wreck, But with my multiple disorders, Should I even give a heck?
I mean, I suffer from so many, There's no use to even list, The way my mind can handle being me, Or stop to can't persist.
In just a minute, I can snap, From zero to full scale blast, My mind stays set for years on end, And then unravels at the past.
I'm paranoia, Thought dysmorphia, Depression, OCD, I cost too much, I'm pro, I'm neg, I cost too little, Rich, I'm, Free.
My mind's a labyrinth of mazes, Part eidetic, Sarcy, Dark, I am post sui, Do I listen? Do I talk? I douse? I spark?
I am a little bit insane-y, I'm an otaku, nerd, geek, I am mature, I am a LION, Is it truth or lies you seek?
I'm indecisive, I am certain, Never time, To call the curtain, I'm forever, I'm a never, As conclusive, As the weather.
Who The Hell Am I? • Opuss № I