28 May 2012
Stand under a tree, Look at the stars.. What each of us see, Is it what we need?
Will we find it? Will we wake up? Will we look beyond the strings?
That tie this world Tell it what to do. What will each of us do For what we want?
There was a girl Who lived in a world Where nothing was as it seems Where nothing was what she needs
Suffering, suffering, Joy, breathing She searched for her soul.
She searched far And deep Amidst her heart and mind.
What she soon became, Was less than a ghost, She was a shade To be...
Tmes of happinss, Times of sorrow, Times of grief, Tmes of relief
She couldnt break away , she Found she was bound By invisible chains
Her heart she trusted, To many friends, But all she got in Return was Her heaet torn Inward.
She collapsed And looked within, The darkest parts of Herself....
What was a swirl of darkness, Now settled, Engulfing her into Its cold bosom.... There was no escape, All her barriers Broken down, All her hopes Crumbling down, When she met an old friend.... A friend who had been close, But were separated By fate...
She was living with a shadow Above her head, with nightmares in her head, With a rain cloud above her bed.
This friend, He gave his care to her He was her best fruend A person to be with.
As all stories go, They went on, And one day, They met their sad ending, Face to face. Her friend was dead...
She gave in, Nothing to lose, She was numb, And not afraid.
She let the pain engulf her, Pass through rather than resist, She let herself lie lower, Become invisible And not exist.
Thwn came the twist, The realization, That she didnt know, That there was no plan for this world.
Nothing had a system, No one did the same, And never the same reasons, All just mayhem...
She had a disease, She was just unwell, She couldn't tell, Soon enough people thought of her, And how she used to be...
She rode and rode, Into lands unknown, With a monster in her head, She couldn't understand.
All the silent whispers All the soft moans, Cries for relief, Help that never came.
She rode till she dropped Not knowing what to do, She saw a tree Which bore fruit.
The tree was magnificent, Its shoot reaching sky high, Its roots wider than you know, Its flowers having the sweetest fragrance, Its fruits tasting delicious.
The girl dropped, Ate the fruit, Rested in its shade, Reached outside.
In her dream she saw everything, She felt the world in motion around her, She as living, And everything was a feeling, She got up only to find, That she could still feel, That the dream was now reality, That she had seen.
She went back home, Back to her mother's comforting arms, And spilt out all her feelings. Her mom gave her a letter From her soul mate, She said she was told, To give it to her.
She opened the letter, And it sounded like this...
"Life goes on, It never stops to stare, It never gives way, It's never easy to bear,
All confusion, All smoke. You just need to see, See beyond yourself. Know that you aren't alone, That doubt is just weak.
Whwn you lose belief in me, Don't lose your belief In what you know is true. Don't stand down, Make a stand. Show that you believe, Show that you can beat the odds, Sheow them what you can achieve.
When you are lost, Believe that you can go through, That you will be different, You will change things forever, You will be the hero.
Don't trust in me too long, I have disappeared. Believe in yourself, And the people. The one secret of the world is, There are no secrets.
We search the world, Running behind rainbows, For leprechaun's gold. We run and run, Trying to outrun our fears.
At last we reach, the end of the rainbow, To find that the gold isn't there.
You have people, who believe in you. People who stand by you no matter what, To show that they care for you,
More than you'll understand.
That they will stand with you, Hold your hand When you're sad, Trust you always Ane be there Forever.
Keep yor heart of hearts safe."
She couldn't Why cant life just be as it is?... Why cant bygones be bygones and Have nothing to hide?
She breaks down crying, Declaring that now, She couldn't feel Her soul- mate, Here anymore...
She felt something, In her disappearing, And leaving a void space, All full of crazyness!!
But she was filled, With something new, With something irrevocable, She was completed.
The feeling never goes away, Just changes and we do, That feeling, Is desperation.
Grief- an exquisite feeling, Shows you your way, Though you may, Never know.
@aleishagayle20 @ell For you, one of my true bests. Try to find out who that "she" is...Shouldn't be too hard
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