6 June 2012
I tried telling everyone, what I knew. I have no evidence, no facts, nothing to back up my words other than feelings and instincts. But all I sought to gain from those words is an awareness. Maybe some of you know more about this, may be you don't. This isn't doomsday I am talking about and it is just an instinct like the one we get sometimes. That something is going to happen. I did not, and do not want anyone to think I am saying this for fame, no. I probably get more unpopularity from this, with people thinking of me, as another one of those stunts for doomsday or the end of the world. With those words all I wanted is for people to feel what I felt thats it, to share what I was feeling. And it is upto all of you to believe or not, to feel it or not. Just by sharing , I thought...more people will be able to maybe see what this 15 year old thought he saw. I am not asking any of you, to do it if you do not want to. The day before yesterday when I
posted that Opuss, I was against anyone commenting on it when seeing and treating it as another one of those stories or dramatic articles which say something, just to inspire. I did try to inspire, but only those who were afraid, or had doubt because that is all what is in me now. Confusion is inevitable, but everyone thinks differently. Maybe this...something.. is a way of showing everything as it is. Maybe its something else. And noone can ever know everything about anything. There's always an ocean more of possibilities. Just for me, this confusion seems like it is trying to nudge me into a way I have missed out. It just feels like this confusion was preplanned and meant to be... And I feel...like there is something I have to do, but I do not know what. I feel, like what I have to do, will be huge, and I know that none who read this or the previous places I have mentioned this, will never believe me. When I myself read it, it sounds cheesy enough so
I can't ask you to believe it. But I still wrote this, because maybe this one will stay in your minds. Maybe those who read this will remember what I said sometime in the future. Maybe, this won't matter at all. But I'm taking a leap of faith , yes. I am trying to not ignore those signs I see around... And on an impulse last night, I wrote that, even when a day before, I wouldn't have dreamed of. It was a risk I took, thinking maybe it will get big, and maybe everyone will get to know. And that's why I asked to spread it, and not spread it by referring me or my words to anyone, no. Spread it by asking people maybe, if they feel something wrong too. Like something has to happen. If so, maybe if they would like, please ask them to ask others too. That's all.
Being Honest • Opuss № I