Im Tired

The dawn arrives,
The pain survives...
The sufferer cries...
the desperate tries.

And through all,
I don't feel like standing tall...
With the wind comes a leaf, that batters my eye,
The eye lid only just, closing to stop the mawl...

They are heavy,
And what my eyelids cover,
Have seen more than just a lover...
Have seen all my unexpeceted and steady.

I am sleepy,
Feel like lying down, sleeping for a day...or five.
Want to forfeit being alive,
For a a single day...or five like being sleepy.

Im famished, Im weary of the gust,
That forever wind that blows the trees bending..
Let me close my eyes,
Let me witness whatever visions fate is sending.

And in my world of dreams I will rest,
For shorter a time than I would have thought best.
But once I wake up,
Ill declare with minimal zest...
"im tired...zzzz "

Still sounds mature @aleishagayle20?? :)