The Lost Key

My life has changed
So, so much
I seem to hurt all those I have touched

When they get close
I have ran
Not in fear of love
But of who I am

Afraid of what I do not know
I give all of me
I put on quite a show

But just as life becomes complete
I hit that self destruct
I'm on my feet

I have much to give
And much to share
Perhaps that's it
I lay me, as naked as a new-born, i am bare?

Is this a sin , is this so bad?
It is when you need to be a loving dad.

What you see, is what you get
I have heard so many times before
But what they really mean
Is life is fine but I cant deal with it when raw!

You would think that reading this I am alone
Not a bit, I am married but that's just it

I'm no longer the boy she shyly met
I am no longer the man that she lived to please
I am a broken shell upon my knees

I am Searching and praying to find a lost part
To rediscover the key to her ice clad heart.