Is It
Is it possible to be truly happy. To never fear anything..
I'm just a 17 year old girl living in California. Always awkward. Don't like being around people much. Love drawing and writing. This will be my own little diary.
Is it possible to be truly happy. To never fear anything..
Well I woke up this morning and saw that it actually did get posted after all. Hours later, but it's there now..
My name is Michelle. I was born in a small town an hour away from San Diego. My parents moved to Modesto when I was three weeks old and have lived here ever since. I am the oldest child.
I'm kinda mad. I took my time to write all of that and it said connection failed and erased everything. That was pretty much my whole life that I wrote down, and it got erased..
I wrote a whole long intro of myself and when I tried to post it, it got erased. I guess the Internet doesn't want me to say anything about myself. No use in rewriting the whole entire thing again..
Actors are the greatest liars..
Made a fake Facebook and added my ex boyfriends girlfriend, she's a sophomore, I'm a senior.
Night time. When all the memories you wanted to forget come seeping into your mind. Haunting you. You can't escape them. They keep you up all night, until you are no more..
Why do I feel so awkward around them. At school. I feel so alone. I could go all day without talking to anyone. I just don't fit in, I'm not loud, obnoxious, or confident like everyone else.