15 April 2012
I go back to college tomorrow after two weeks off. It's a horrific thought.
For these two weeks I've slept in, done pretty much nothing but play games and spend time with my girlfriend, but starting again tomorrow College will change all that. To start things off I have to wake up at half 6, in order for me to get the free bus that comes at half 7 which is far too early. I'll end up with a lot of work to do which will be a mental killer, I don't work well after time off. All that work will make it so I won't have much free time at all, meaning no game playing or seeing my girlfriend which will really suck.
All that doesn't come close to what I hate most about going to college. I'm not good with people. When there is a lot of people in one place, which there is in college, I get incredibly shy and nervous. I struggle to talk to new people so most of the time I'm alone, leaving me feeling hundreds of eyes on me and it making me incredibly uncomfortable.
College wouldn't be so bad if I could get over the awkward shyness and just talk to people, but I think that'll be a problem that won't change.
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