Random thoughts/quotes/things from my own life. Enjoy! :)
I am getting pretty tired of being single. It's not like I can go out and point at a guy and say -you will be my boyfriend- It takes alot more then that but I do want one :(.
Finished two books in about one week. Feeling pretty good and proud about it :) 1: The Rock star's daughter. 2: Hollywood Scandals. Moving on to the third book (novel) by Kate Perry-Close to you.
It's Sunday 10/3 2013. The time is 11:32. I woke up 30minutes ago and I have a feeling that this will not be such a good day. Once again people I will act like a "slave" to others..
I sometimes wonder what I have done that is so bad/wrong to deserve a life like this, to be treated the way I do by my own family. Not one whole week goes by without something bad happening.
For ten years I wished that a guy would like me the way I liked him, but the wish never came true. For 25 years I hoped that when I woke up I would have another family, the wish never came true.
Just a few days ago I read some words that would make me stop loving a person after 10years. On the same day my own sister kicked me out from the apartment we share.
Why do some guys think that as soon as a girl talks to them they want a realtionship, sometimes we write/call because we wanna say -hi, how are you?- Not everything has to doo with realtionships or...
They say -Don't forget who you are- But how can I forget if I never knew?.
Why can't people read my mind so that I don't have to struggle to say the words I can't?.
How can I know that nothing will ever happen between us. How can I know that on some level you don't feel the same as mee. How can I accept the fact that you don't love me, even a little bit.
There's nothing you can do to me no more. You can't break a broken heart. You done al you can do to make me feel bad. There is no more strength left in me to fight for what I love.