24 June 2012
My swim was great, it was relaxing and calm. There weren't many people down there, and mum and dad decided to stay up in three room and unpack. I was kind of glad they didn't come down because all I could think about was Connor, I had seen him for all of 5minutes and couldn't get him out of my head. If they came down, the would have realised something was on my mind. They would have thought either I was still hung up on Luis, but if that was the case they couldn't be further from the truth, he had been completely erased from my mind. There was a new boy in my head, and that was Connor, and if they realised that I would never have heard the end of it. I swam on my own for about 1hour, admittedly I didn't swim the whole time, I floated for some of it but it was nice, I was trying to work out what I would say next time I saw Connor. The conversation we would have and how he would ask me out, obviously it would take time but I kept imagining our first kiss. We would be on the beach, here in St Lucia, the two of us on our own. First we would be in the glistening blue sea, and he would splash me with the water and grab hold of me from behind when the waves were about to crash down so I couldn't escape and got completely drenched. I would try and wiggle out of his arms and he would grip onto me tighter as if he never wanted to let me go. We would stand there for a minute, silently, him hugging me tight, until he would run me round to face him and kiss me...
'Hey beautiful!' I was in the middle of my day dream when someone shouted, I opened my eyes and saw Connor on the edge of the pool looking directly at me
'Were you talking to me?' I asked innocently
'Yeah of course...who else here could I call beautiful...' my tummy turned when he said that, I had never been so happy, '...well at least, no one else who could understand me' he winked. Though he was saying there were other beautiful girls here, that would usually have made my heart sink slightly, it made me laugh, and when he winked, I giggled. He was cute and he made me happy. I couldn't help that.
'Well you're a funny one aren't you' I answered
'You know it...fancy some company, I was thinking of coming in for a swim, it's hot out here'
'Yeah sure, I have to say it's been a bit lonely in here all day' that was a lie, it had been nice on my own, but it was lonely without him, so I welcomed him in, and with that he jumped into the water so gracefully, making sure not to get my perfectly dry face and hair wet. We did a few laps of the pool, raced up and down a couple of times and chatted for ages. It felt as though he was an old friend I had known my whole entire life, and was catching up with him because I hadn't seen him in a while, when actually he was a complete stranger and I knew barely anything about him. I didn't even know how old he was. I thought it was about time I asked him those sorts of questions, after all I didn't want to be in love with a total physco...
All Worth It In The End...Chapter6 • Opuss № I