21 June 2012
She said an exrutiating pain went up her shoulder and down her back and it felt like time froze for a second. I gave her a hug and say sorry.
Later on when my dad got home my mum told him all about what happened. The next they my dad took her to hostipel.
About a week later my dad called me and my brother downstairs. I gulped. I knew why. It was too be the 'talk' i knew that even then. My mum and dad just sit their with a emotionless ecspresion on their faces. "Whats up?" I ask trying to ease the tension. Then they tell me and my brother how my mums cancer never properly went but has now goten much stronger and has progressed the hole way through her body and will not be long untill it reaches her brain. For 5 minutes I couldn't seam to move, to talk, to cry I just sat there as if the world stoped spining. After thoose 5 minutes all the tears i held back seamed to all come out at once. Since that day my life has never been the same. Even though my mum was still with me it seamed a part of her missing like all the inocence has been drained from me. Every day i woke knowing i was a day closer to my mums death.
About 8 months later my mum colapsed, luckily her day nurse was there to help her back up and she gained concecness again. That really hit us hard and we though what if it wasn't a thursday and the day nurse wasn't here she wouldn't have been able to get back up. That is when we knew she had to go somewhere safe were people would check up on her 24/7. She hated the idea and she hated it there. My mum was a very indipendant women to say the least. But now she could hardly walk, had diabeties and had cancer she couldn't be independant any more.
Mum (part 2) • Opuss № I