When i explained to Rosie in the exact same words as Matt told me she didn't seam too upset. "Okay, could you tell him not to worry im okay". I noded and went on my way. I was so happy she didn't ask why or i think i would of died!
Just spending a night feeling his warm presence was enoth for me. But when every one went in at 10 i couldn't resesit the offer to stay out with him. We made our way to the top of the feild where we wouldnt get caught. (every night at 10 people that own the campsite come and check the park to make sure all the kids are back in their tents.) Of corse i totaly forgot about my undinable fate of being grounded. But while im with Matt nothing else seams to matter; its just me and him againts the world. "How much do you really love me?" I couldnt belive i just said that! How stuiped i must of sounded. He seamed to pause for a while, " I don't think its possible to put into words how much i love you. However if you want i can prove it..." Suddenly i herd Celia shouting my name, my bubble had now been burst.
I have not re-corded in this diary what happened between me and Celia becuase its an experiance i would rather forget. Never before has anyones mum ever shouted at me before. But what i can say is that i too was grounded for the last 2 days of the holiday. Basicly once we get back from the beach im not alowed out of her sight unless im in the tent. I only just stoped crying to write this, i dont think il ever see Matt again, nor will he be able to prove his love to me.
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