18 July 2012
I've tried to be the honourable wife
But I'm disappointed with married life
You promised to always love and protect
At the church, I think these vows you left
This is not how I wanted it to be
I just want to be married happily
When I said my vows, I meant every word
The love in my voice, you surely heard?
It's like you've just given up trying anymore
Your zest for life, got up and walked out the door
We're a tangled up mess, in denial of ourselves
Placed all our feelings out of reach, on a shelf
Clouds of doubt began to circle around my heart
I suppose they've been there right from the start
Maybe we were more in love with the idea of it all?
To get married upon such a falsehood, you will fall
Those vows, I now choke upon, I throw into the air
For this marriage is simply beyond all repair
It saddens me that we are here, on this very sad day
The vow I now speak, is to love, honour and disobey
Love, Honour And Disobey • Opuss № I