15 July 2012
I'm trying to breathe
But life holds like a vice
I have an inner scream
That's cutting like a knife
All is so very hard
So many twists and turns
I'm all knotted up
My stomach churns
The mosquito of life
Sucks me dry
I want to explode
But instead I cry
I feel all alone
When people are around
I'm feeling as though
I'm being pulled to the ground
The days are the same
I need to escape
Just for a while
A time for a break
The guilt raises its brow
Shakes it's finger at me
For I'm being selfish
For feeling unhappy
It's been a bad week
I live for the new
Start afresh again
Without feeling blue
Suffocating • Opuss № I