12 April 2012
A whoosh of memories flashed in my head. The summers I spent with him In the park on the beach I remember it all how could I forget? "Jake why aren't you back in Whitby with Chelsea? Why did you come back too see me here?" I shouted at him my mind full of questions. Last summer I got tangled up in jakes web of problems. My mum booked us a holiday for two weeks in Whitby, for a special treat. I was alone and I was walking down the noisy bright pier in search of an amusements arcade when I saw jake. He was slouching across the pier with baggy jeans on, he looked trouble and he was. I flicked my brunette hair at him trying desperately to look decent. I thought he was just a typical fit gangsta at the time but there's a lot more I would learn about Jake. I grew to love him over that holiday and I was stupid enough to think he might even love me too, he flirted with me and used me just so he could use my money to by cigarettes and booze. He was only 13 and I was only 11, I knew what he was doing wasn't right but I still gave him the money and let him drink . When he was drunk he often ran off with his mates forcing me to go with him. They were all about 14-16 and they were all drinking and smoking. I wanted to get away , I was only 11 and I didn't want to be hanging out with them boys. I looked older than I was though so they all seemed to think I was 13 . I stood quietly next to Jake and he was suddenly quiet. Then one of the older boys started a game of dares there was the usual dares given to the boys such as downing some beer etc. Then it was jakes turn , the boys started whispering then the toughest looking one shouted " Oy jake, you think your a man then! Well my dare for you is to snog that girl next to you and feel her up.!!!" he bellowed laughing. I remember being disgusted, boys shouldn't treat girls like that. "We are just friends y'know I don't want to snog her or feel her up. She's a kid." Jake screamed back at him. I was terrified as the older boy looked really angrily at us. "You do that dare or I will beat you up." he uttered punching his fists together. "Ok. But in the bushes alone." Jake said confidently now. I was petrified as we walked into them woods with the boys cheering after us. " Listen Lily, I already have a girlfriend called chelsea and I don't really want to do any of these things so lets pretend to do them ok?" Jake whispered as relief but heartbreak flooded through me. The heartbreak was because he had a girlfriend and the relief was that we weren't going to do any of those things. At that point the older boy popped out of the bush next to us smirking . "Jake you coward, do it now ." he shouted pushing me and jake together . We were kissing and the world outside suddenly seemed to disappear, and I felt amazing. Suddenly he pulled apart. " you know I can't do this." he told me his eyes serious.
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