Care.
I don't care how you talk, Neither how you walk. Beastly, black or fair, All I want is you to care. 2.26.13 Saline Pikeho.
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I don't care how you talk, Neither how you walk. Beastly, black or fair, All I want is you to care. 2.26.13 Saline Pikeho.
Sometimes it's hard to tell, If something's real or if its fake. Or when friends refuse to tell you, Because they're doing it "for your own sake". It's to hard to say myself, That I'll never ever lie.
The boy of my dreams, The boy who cares. The boy who loves, The boy who stares. The boy who's attractive, No... I'd say hot. Existent you ask. Hmm... I'd say not. 12/4/12 #foreveralone.
I'm not sure what to do, What's up next for me. Do I change or do I stay, The girl I used to be. I'm not sure if I like her, The old me from my past. But surely if I changed, This new me wouldn't...
But now I am unsure, If you ever wanted more. And now I clearly see, That you weren't meant for me. 11.28.12.
This is what I wanted, This is what craved. Then why am I still angry, Full of resentment and enraged. I don't know why this is, And I wish that I knew so.
School is going to kill me, How do I survive. The afternoon bus is the worst, I'm surprised I'm still alive. Everyone screams and shouts, My head aches and I'm in pain.
Too many feelings, Emotions and all. Too much to fill, 4 poems, maybe more. Instead I shall try, To fill just one. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED, This should be fun. There once was a boy, Who loved me so.
Today I got a message, A message from a friend. A simple message saying, "I'll love you to the end". I was feeling fairly confused, Considering we weren't good friends anymore.
I'm young, And Stressed. Time to get, This off my chest. My love, For you. Now knowing, it's true. I try, To hide. Yet all I've done, Is lied. No one, Knows why. Neither Do I. I quite, Know now.
Feeling like crap, Don't know what to do. Feeling so lazy, Trying to avoid you. The days I don't want to talk, You magically find your phone. Decide to send me messages, When I want to be left alone.
Everyone is angry, Everyone is sad. Things run so much smoother, Without me or my dad. When my dad is angry, He releases his anger on us. Says he hates us all, Says we've lost his trust.
Tired of drama, They all seem to say. Tired of bullying, They all seem to pray. Tired of rumours, They never gossip a word.
Coming home early from school, Only spent two minutes before I had to go. Too many people asking too many questions, 50 messages all sent in a row.
Miserable mornings, Hoping it will end. Hoping to be comforted, Hoping for a friend. Hoping I had someone nice, Hoping they wont get mad. Hoping I could be with him, Hoping for my dad.
Reading back on all these poems, I really was a mess. I was desperate, frustrated, upset A bit love sick, I must confess. If you are reading this poem right now, I would like to let you know.
I am special, I am great. I am healthy, In good state. Why I'm complaining, I'm not sure. I promise my complaints, Be posted no more. (A tough promise, but I'll try and keep it best I can.
All I need is someone, To hold in all my tears. I will settle just for anyone, Who can scare away my fears. Confusion and resentment, Fills my body to the tips of my hair.
Sitting at the bus stop, Im always 10 minutes early. My blonde hair still drying;wet, Turning all frizzy and curly. I got here way too quickly, And now I'm suffering the consequences of being alone.
Music has the power, To wash your pain away. Pretending nothing happened, Enchanting; some may say. Listening is just fine, But playing, I find, is better.
Our time is over, It's more but gone. And I think it's time, That you moved on. © Sophie Kaelin 22/10/12.
Feeling so tired, Want to lay down in bed. Don't want to move, So I'm downstairs instead. Tucked up tight, In a warm green rug. Legs are relaxed, Feeling comfy and snug.
There's nothing else to do, There's nothing else to write. I really can't not love you, I've tried with all my might. I'm crying, weeping, wishing, Wishing you were here.
Why didn't you just kill me. While you were still there. My time is clearly over, You've broken bones beyond repair. Why didn't you just kill me. Instead I'm dying slow.
Love can be confusing, Yet also fun and wild. Sometimes I do wonder, If love is capable of a child. I'm still at the age of a young one, Seeking closer to becoming an adult.
The sight of you makes me smile, And I don't even know why. I say it's because your face brings back memories, That's just a gigantic lie. It is so much more than that.
Must be your favourite word, The only thing you ever say. Annoys me so so much, It's really not okay. If you say it one more time, I will never speak to you again.
All these poems wasted, Wasted on this boy. Who never even cared, Treated me just like a toy. All these poems wasted, What a waste of time.
Is this bad, Is this wrong. Had this gone on, For too long. Am I black, Am I white. Am I wrong, Am I right. I talk, He replies. No stories, No lies. All true, No fake. All the compliments, I take.
If I had one day left of my life, I would have so much to do. But one thing isn't sure, I wouldn't waste that time on you. My life has turned upside down, And you don't even care.
I love you but I hate you, it just doesn't make any sense. you don't talk to me any more, Our conversations are so intense. you dont talk to me much, but when you do, I just can't help but smile.
Finding love, a computer screen. Never met, Sounding keen Walking down, Deserted straights. Hopefully there, Her love awaits. Waiting wishing, For something real. Something with a, Delightful feel.
You make me sing, You make me dance. You make me feel, Like love has its chance. I don't know why, I feel this way. But just your smile, Lights up my whole day.
It's Friday afternoon, my bus arrives at last. Your bus is called before. Everything went so fast. I'm sitting at the front, You're siting at the back.
A friend is like a sister, She's never not always there. She'll laugh at you when you fall, And help you when life isn't fair. I'm glad I have amazing friends, Friends that always stay true.
I love you more than less, Well, I'm pretty sure I do. Although I have had thoughts, That I should break up with you. You are so kind and caring, So nice and always there.
I went to the pet shop, Just the other day. I picked up a bunny, Just about to pay. But then I saw something, beautiful and pink.
I have to write a poem, My poem for the day. But nothing else has happened, There's nothing here to say. Well today, today. I went to the zoo.
I thought I loved him, I guess I was right. Now it's all worth it, Now that we're tight. You're such a little child, You don't know what to do. You're a tad bit hopeless, And now, I'm here to help...
I talked to you today, It was the first time we've talked in weeks. It felt so good hearing your voice, It reminded me of all last years high peaks.
You walk my friend to class, You waved her off goodbye. Yet the only thing you said to me, Was "how ya goin'?" And "hi. This doesn't really bug me, It doesn't annoy me at all.
Now that everyone knows, Everything about me. Do I have to hide anymore. Have I finally been set free. Well if this is how it is, I wish it not to be so.
Life is like a dream, No matter what others say. "reality is a joke", I would prove them wrong on any day. Sometimes life is tough, And people try and bring you down.
Partying hard, Without a fright. Until you realize, It's Sunday night. Time for sleep, Time for bed. Under the covers, Rest your head. Goodnight, farewell, I wish you sweet dreams.
People have changed, People have learned. People will forgot, Pure hearts will be burned. People shall love, And people shall fall. If only these changes, Never happened at all.
I vividly remember the day, When I found out everyone knew. Everyone was talking about me, Everyone would tease me about you. I was too scared to go to school, I wanted to crawl into a whole and die.
My brother has a bald spot, On top of is pasty head. I noticed this while we were sleeping, In my grandmas double bed. I really want to tell him, But I'm scared that he will go.
I'm a hopeless pathetic mess, And I don't know what to do. You're never not on my mind, I'm always thinking of you. I wish I never loved you, I wish I could be set free.
I say I'm over you, Yet I know when your class is next to mine. I say I'm over you, When all I want is a little more time. I remember the times when you and me, Would spend all day with each other.
Theres an elephant inside of me, Wanting to scream and shout. Waiting to be heard, Without being anonymously talked about. I really am just like an elephant, In one way or another.
These eyes have been here, Right from the start. These eyes have watched us, Slowly drift apart. These eyes have been waiting, Waiting for something new.
I'm walking to my next class, And I see you walking towards me. I take a deep breath in, As you stop right before me. You say "hey Sophie are you alright.
I'm sitting here on my couch, Not knowing what to do. Then I just thought "what the hell, I'll just write about you.
A ring is the start of something new, A ring turns a women into a wife. A ring gives a man new hopes and dreams, Erases all the down points from his life.
Why do I feel so alone, When I am in a crowded house. Why do I feel so unloved, When I have a family in front of me that does. Why do I feel like something's missing.
I don't see how this is going to work, We're from completely different planets you see. I haven't had the confidence to talk to you, And by now, I'm sure you've forgotten about me.
Am I too young to experience love. Because I think I may love this boy. I've never loved another boy so much, He fills my day with laughter and joy. An I too young to experience hate.
Secrets secrets, How long do they stay. There's no point keeping them, Cause your friends find out either way ;).
I haven't seen you in a while, And to be honest, I'm starting to miss you. I wish I had your number, So I could ask if you missed me too. Every love song I hear, The words I relate to you and me.
My friends finally found out, My secret love for you. I finally found out, That your love for the other girl wasn't true.
I really do hate you right now, Your heart is as black as a crow. I don't want to look or listen to you again, I'd rather be watching grass grow.
Why I even liked you in the start, I don't even know how it could be true. Why I let you break my heart, I don't know the answer to. Today I was talking to you, Then another girl walked on by.
I know this is a lot to take in, All these poems I've written for you. It may seem like I'm pretending, But every word I've written is true. I really do like you boy, All these words are no fake lies.
This morning I realized, I had one day left with you. And when I saw this I cried, Wishing it not to be true. For this very last and special day, I want everything to be right.
I've spent all this time hating you, But now I have no idea why. I was foolish. I was stupid. I was living a life of a lie.
Why are you so confusing. Why are you not talking to me. Why are you so adorable. Why are you not smiling at me. Why are you making me cry. Why are you ignoring me. Why are you so charming.
When today you ask me who I liked, I stood there not knowing what to do. Do I confess. Do I keep my secret strong. Or do I just go ahead and tell you.
I don't know why I love him, But I do. Not many other girls love him, But I do. He doesn't smile much, But I do. And when he smiles at me, I smile too..