16 June 2012
Only you know the true meaning of the silly yellow car.
Each time that I see one, whether you're near or very far.
I'll clench my fist and go to nudge, you gently, just a little budge,
But when I find you're not around, my arm just drops, face to the ground.
My heart it sinks, my eyes they water and this is some kind of mental torture.
The game we play, it can't be won, for you're not near to hit you one,
I feel alone and miss our play, I try to then move with the day,
But how can I when it became so sudden, that you aren't here, I bare that burden,
through-out the day I miss you most, so instead I hit the post,
I looked at it and whispered Softly. Yellow car.
But you don't know about my disappointment, or the way in which it let's me down,
Each time that I find you're not around, I play our game.
I guess that I will always play it, it's something that we share. like the duvet in the night, or the crisp fresh air.
It's the thing that only we know, no-one else can play our game.
I'd rather it was just me that lost and gained the pain, each time you slapped, tweaked, punched me, and whispered in my ear.
Yellow car!
I know I can not rhyme this, well I guess that's just tough luck, it's the message i am giving that means the most to us.
I just wanted you to know that even without you near. Every time I see a yellow one I go to punch you dear.
I guess it makes me smile, even though I know I'm sad.
You're not around to see just how many I would have had!
It's just a silly game, we played so long ago, and yet we still do play it, we just never let it go.
I love it in a way, it's something that we share. like our kisses in the morning, and our matching ruffled hair.
This was just a silly, un-edited piece. it doesn't flow and rhyme well, but it's the message for my boyfriend that matters the most :) <3 xxx
Yellow car... • Opuss № I