14 June 2012
I don't want a mediocre life. I want brightness and beauty I want to live in a colorful place, I want to love people with all my heart, without knowing that my heart will fall in a million shattered pieces at the end. I want my lips to taste love, I want my arms to hold love, I want my eyes to shine and I want someone to see the way my eyes would shine when they would encounter his. I want him to be happy to see my eyes shine. I want his eyes to shine when they encounter mine. I want to feel his arms holding me, I want his lips to taste mine. I want to feel the purest essence of happiness flow in my veins when his sweet breath would blow in my face. I want him to be imperfect, I want him to have tons and tons of mistakes. I want to see the flaws he hides from everyone. And no matter how ridiculous his flaws are, no matter how deep his wounds are, no matter how imperfect he is, I want to see him as the most perfect and flawless creature in the entire world. I want to give him every thing I have. I want to use every remaining second of my life to make him happy. I want a mirror that would make me happy as much as I make him happy. I want him to understand it from my eyes when things are going bad. I want him to hold me tight enough to take my breath away, so I wouldn't feel the aching and bleeding hole in the middle of my chest.
Mediocrity • Opuss № I