9 August 2012
I never craved a companion before Never wanted someone to rely on so deep to my core
I've lived my life for the last few years A bit of a hermit, rejecting my peers
The hurt loved ones caused me shattered my trust I decided that being alone was a must
But last night I hit rock bottom again I felt so lost I really needed a friend
With no one to turn to I tried to write But I couldn't get inspired With no goal in sight
I called on an old friend Suggesting collaboration But she wasn't interested A case of ego deflation
I cursed myself for calling Admitting I need her The person whose absence brought my failure
Back at square one And I must choose To go it alone to beat my blues
It will take longer and require much more courage But I know in my heart I'll be able to flourish
Solitude • Opuss № I