3 August 2012
Ok this may relate to a person who suffers with a mental illness and what an daily struggle it can be and I know from first hand how bad it can be
Well I suffer from bipolar linked in with it serve anxiety and depression an well my partner Becca bless her heart I dont know how she puts up with me and my ways at times because some days I can be fine and well other times I can be just crappy and really low.
I am going through councilling for it all and well it's not easy living with it, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety at the age of 16 and well this diagnosis was wrong as at the age of 23 I was then told u have bipolar and that just turned my world upside down I didn't know how to deal with it as this was something I hadn't heard of.
I had been reading bits on the Internet and well that's not a lot of help at times but I found a support group online which I am on there a bit wen I feel low and well I guess it helps as I can talk to others who are in the same position as myself and well we all know on there that it's something we can't be cured on we can just be helped to find ways to deal with it a lot better than we currently are.
I do want to apologise to my partner for the way I am at times I can't help it and don't mean to be the way I am.
But I just plod along taking each day at a time and wonder if I will ever get better but I guess once everything starts to turn around then maybe I will feel a lot better in myself than I do now.
Living With A Mental Illness • Opuss № I