I don't have much to tell you. I'm Nat, I'm 15, and I'm ridiculously boring
She never realized how much she hated herself until she stopped talking. She told herself that she had nothing of value to say and that nobody wanted to hear her. So she stopped.
There's nothing left. Plain white-washed walls. Just a lonely echo. And deserted halls. The colour has faded. Only stained hearts remain. Forever waiting. To be cleansed by the rain.
Shattered skylines. Broken things. A bursting sunset. And painted wings. As leaves fall. The pain declines. Like the ebb and flow. Of the ever changing tides. A music box. That no longer plays.
If I could gather up All the smashed fragments of myself I would Carefully collect every last one And reminisce About what I used to be Take all of the little pieces of My heart And breathe...
Behind those blue eyes. Is a nightmare that seems so unreal. A foolish little girl. Who's lost the ability to feel. A cold, lonely silence. No more can she speak. Half-sick of living.
From a devil's kiss A storm will rise Torment flowing free Like the changing of the tides An angel cries To relieve the pain As her blood does drip From a cold metal blade A soldier as black As the...
An emerald field. Clear blue skies. The storm has gone. My happiness lies. A tangle of daisies. Sweet innocence shows. A blanket of grass. Fragrant flowers grow. Bathing in sunlight.
It's as if the world is hidden. Under a thick sheet of grey. The blue sky has gone,. All the colors faded away. And the music no longer plays. It was the epitome of happiness, fun and free.
You raised me up,. I raised you too. We were always together. Couldn't have me without you. So close we were. Every second of the day. Together all the time. Never ran out of things to say.
Hey guys c: This being my 100th post I thought that I should write something special as that's usually what people seem to do, however I had no creative ideas whatsoever.
I tried to sing a song. Followed the words as best as I could. But then everyone told me. I wasn't singing it like I should. They took away my lyrics. And made me change my tone.
So cold, I need the warmth that only you can give My hearts fading to black This is no way to live Just longing for you, For another one of your hugs I feel like I've never really experienced...
The mirror, It breaks My self esteem shatters with it Can't look myself in the eyes It's too much, I quit I try so hard to make myself right I've given all that I've got I've used up all of my...
Longing, Hopeful Something I never thought I'd be Annoyed, Yet satisfied Because I like you, you see But I hate it, It's awful.
This struggle,. This hurt,. This pain and sorrow. Will not always be around. Things well let up. Everything will be better. Soon you'll be rising from the ground. Life can be hard.
I may seem quiet to you. But I promise I'm not. I don't always talk, and I'm not always loud. But I promise I'm fun to be around. Once you get to know me. I try to be the best I can.
The flashing lights The carnival sounds So many people Hovering in the crowd Overwhelming Sensory-overload Feeling out of place, I just want to go home I see you in the crowd Do you see me.
I tried to be strong. I tried to be secure. Not only for me,. But also for her. Trying so hard to be tough. But I'm just putting on an act. Nobody knows anything is wrong. It's courage that I lack.
Swirling bursts of wind. Whip all around. She begins her journey,. Her head facing down. A solitary thing. She walks all alone. Keeps her thoughts locked away. So no one knows how hurt she's grown.
She's got a beautiful smile And such nice hair She's got an amazing personality, How could I compare.
Shadows all around me. As I slip into the dark. The fragility of my mind. Relays the state of my heart. I know I can't carry on like this,. Every day is a war. I used to want your company.
All those tears streaming down your face, I promise they won't always be there I know what your going through, I know where you've been And I promise that I truly care I've been in your position, In...
Looking at myself in the mirror Will I ever be okay.
Softening around the edges,. My tender hearts waiting for you. Come dance with me, feel the rhythm and the beat. It's like a dream come true. I used to be angry and broken.
In presence, I'm here In mind, I'm not For I live in my imagination, In reality I rot The world is too harsh And so I run away To that place in my head Where I can be happy every day My body has...
I want To be Finally Free. From this Curse You've put On me All these feelings, love untold It's just getting really old.
One thing I've always wondered about Is the way that others see me Sometimes I can get self-conscious And don't act as who I want to be I'm not a shy person At least, I don't think so But I'm just...
Treat me like a rag doll. To make yourself feel tall. Tonight I won't back down. Not tonight. Beat me like a punching bag. Now I'm waving my white flag. Won't let you win. Not tonight.
Your words, your touch would set me free Free from all the sins of myself You gave me a glimpse of what I could be, But now it's all put back on the shelf My happiness was endless, Like I never...
My lips are sealed I cannot speak My inspiration has gone, Should I admit defeat.
Here's the day I hoped would never come I'm so fed up, I want to scream I just want to run Run far away And never look back Just start anew Getting on the right track My soul is crushed I feel so...
Soaring above the clouds, Adventuring in my made-up fantasies, Exploring the depths of my imagination. That's how I used to spend my days I was full of wonder, full of awe.
In the comfort of the night. My tears start to fall. Helpless. An agonizing tearing of my heart. Sadness swallowing me up. Broken. Horrifying hopelessness,. Nothing will ever be okay. Lonely.
Remember when we were kids. Do you remember running around, laughing and playing without a care in the world.
There's no escape for me So many problems with no way to mend Trapped inside these four walls Just waiting for life to end No one to turn to, Absolutely nowhere to run I wish I could turn back the...
Standing on hilltop Face plastered with a frown Watching, helplessly crying As everything you know falls down Fists clenched, Down on your knees you remain War, battle, fighting It's all just a...
Swallow me up with sadness. A hard metal blade. To my drowning thoughts of madness. It's my time to go; I'll be brave. Not sure what to think. Of my sanity that you took.
If I told you I was fine, Would you believe me. If I told you I was still happy, Would you believe me. If I told you that you didn't need to worry, Would you believe me.
Break through the walls,. Let loose all of your binds. Tonight we're going to be free. Free from the hell inside our minds. Run through the gardens. Jasmine scents fill the air.
An evil, venomous bitch That's all you'll ever be Spouting lies and causing trouble You better stay away from me Although your just a coward, You try and act superior, like you've won A sheep in a...
In the comfort of the night My tears start to fall Helpless An agonizing tearing of my heart Sadness swallowing me up Broken Horrifying hopelessness, Nothing will ever be okay Lonely Now just an...
Rain pitter-patters down like the stepping of a child's feet. Translucent reflections of things that are now but a memory. A forgotten world where dreams meant something.
Please don't be sad; even if the world doesn't forgive you, I will forgive you Please don't be sad; even if you don't forgive the world, I will forgive you Please don't be sad; even if you don't...
Do you think you know me.
In the deep, dark recesses. Of my deep, dark mind. Lies a quiet kind of madness. That many couldn't find. Twisted emotions,. Twisted intent. Demons encircling. From hell they've been sent.
You're sensitive I've got a stone heart I'll only end up breaking yours You're very smart I just get by Never understood what it was for You're funny and cute ...
A childish innocence Sitting by the lake Excitement for the fun things to come And the memories to make Running around in the woods Barefoot; just wild Joys only to be found In the eyes of a...
Gonna be away on vacation again for a week. This time there definitely won't be any wifi. Miss you guys. See you in a week ;).
A rabbit has appeared on the moon A quite unusual sight He's all furry and cute, and quick-footed too, He moves at the speed of light But there's pain behind those little eyes, A story left...
A bit of a rant... Would you change yourself if you could. Just completely change everything if you got the opportunity. Your name, your looks, your personality, your nationality.
Twisted, Connected One can't be without the other Two individuals so different, Yet from the same mother Linked, Undivided, Joined at the hip One remains tortured on earth, Into the shadows the...
I see you all the time All I can give is a sad smile Its been hard to get an opinion of you in the last little while I hear rumors all around, I'm being more careful than ever I may not look it, But...
Broken, unfeeling Left for dead All the thoughts swirling in her adolescent head Should she cry for help, Or should she just pull the trigger.
Hollow sunken-in eyes. Ripped and tattered old dress. This young girl. Was really in a mess. Empty soul. Lifeless, but not yet dead. Empty mind. Muffled by the pills in her head.
I'm sorry That I failed I'm sorry I'm a bad person I'm sorry That I lied, broke down, fell, lost control, stopped trying, deteriorated, lost.
I'm an angel I'm a devil There's two sides to me I'm sweet I'm a terror Which one will you see. I'm compassionate I'm unholy Complete opposites, they are I'm honest I'm conniving Will I go too far.
I know you feel unloved, But please don't do anything rash If I let something happen to you Then my heart would burn to ash I know that you're sad And feel like nobody cares But if you give me a...
A silly friend of mine Has fallen head over heels in love She spends her nights thinking of him, While watching the stars up above They're not actually a couple, But she just says "wait and...
A solitary creature Seems I'll be forever alone Nobody to stand beside me, No hand to hold I'm not looking for someone, I can do things on my own Although I am very curious About the unknown On...
I don't know the reasons It's hard to tell why But in the last few years, I've learned that I can't cry It's not that it's impossible, I mean from time to time I do But the heartbreaking thing, Is...
He's the poor man that you see sleeping on the streets He's barely hanging on, Cause he's got nothing to eat He's the tattered little boy Living in a third-world place His pain is reflected on his...
Heart like a little china teacup. Her soul is sweet and mild. With long, flowing, golden hair. And the wide eyes of a child. So innocent, so sweet and pure. So empty and void. My heart calls to her.
You're with me through the night I see you in my dreams A recurring kind of thing I don't quite know what it means It can't be that I love you, That would just be absurd Lately my feelings have been...
Come lay your weary head, little one. I know a long time you've been around. You must be very tired and weak. After the world has beat you down. You feel hopeless, helpless. Like nobody cares.
A quiet little flower,. An intrinsic kind of girl. A little bit lonely,. Her thoughts are often in a whirl. She's quite antisocial. Very shy, you see. Never goes anywhere,.
I just found out that my guinea pig died. I'm on vacation and I'll never get to see him again.
A burden is all I seem to be,. I'm doing nothing but weigh her down. She tries her best to keep us afloat,. But because of me we'll all drown. All I ever am is a problem,.
Trust requires a balance of the mind, A certain rationale That has always escaped me Too paranoid, Too insecure.
If you drink, you're an alcoholic. If you don't drink, you're a loser. If you smoke, than you're just trying to look cool. If you don't smoke, than you're a wuss.
I claim to be a lion, but I cannot roar I let out a small growl but I still want more I claim to be a horse, but I cannot trot Time and time again, it makes me distraught I claim to be a duck, but...
Soaring high above the sky, way beyond the reach of the clouds making my way into the vast and boundless infinity that is space.
"Could have been a princess, You'd be a king Could have have had a castle And worn a ring" I never thought I'd see the day When someone came and swept me away I never was the 'happy ending' type, I...
Blazing hot sun. Beaming down and covering every inch of me with warm glimmering rays of heat. The harmonious sound of the ocean tides crashing into shore. Creating a beautiful symphony of noise.
You just sit there With that smug smile on your face Lying to me What a disgrace Did you not think it would even matter.
I hate my nose, I hate my hair, I hate all of the clothes I wear I hate how I'm different, I hate how I'm tall, I hate how lately I haven't cared about anything at all I hate the way I look, I hate...
Silent tears that I cry Begging for help, begging for mercy My head is swimming with a plethora of buzzing thoughts wanting to get in my way and mess up my mind Sadness.
Deafening crash,. Swirls of grey clouds all around. Waves of the dark sky billowing around like parts of the tide. Light fighting to get through the cracks of darkness. Rain beating down heavily,.
Hey everyone. So, for anyone that actually cares I'll be leaving to go on vacation tomorrow and I'll be gone for two weeks.
I'm wondering where you are and What you are doing now, Could you be on the other side Of this wide blue sky.
Thinking. Loving. Feeling. Being. Reminiscing. Still believing. Acting. Looking. Learning more,. Waiting around to see what's in store. Misbehaving. Always changing.
You tried to give your all to me. Wiping away my tears as I cry. No matter what, I'll never be. Good enough for you. If I was smart I'd take your hand,. And stay with you forever.
Take a chance, Roll the dice Doesn't matter to me what you get, But you can't spin twice Take what you get, but you must live with what you take God sure doesn't care if it's a mistake Trudging along...
She walked along the dark-lit path The hatchet gripped tightly in her hand Face fixed looking straight ahead Into the dark abyss she scanned Nobody would have any hope, To run, to flee or to...
She spends each day Tied up in strings She has no free will But her praises they sing The glimpse of happiness she feels That warm, fuzzy glow Can it be real.
For me, today should be filled with great mirth For it's the day of my country's birth.
Never quite fitting in, Looking for solace. Desperately seeking out shelter, Struggling to see the point of it all Where did it go wrong exactly. When did everything start to fall down.
Do you have a special person That's with you through everything.
The frustrating emotions that pull inside of me Churning, urging. But I do not give in, I can't give in. Burning with passion like a red hot flame, but still soft and inviting like an orange-hued...
Love can be an amazing thing, I think you would agree. I just never assumed that it would find it's way to me. But the notion is just ridiculous, for someone as young as me.
The pain is over, It's been a long year. It's finally summer. It's finally here. Time to relax and have some fun Frolicking, dancing under the sun. Exams have finished, Done rearing it's ugly head.
Hey Opuss. Being an amateur writer, I really don't know much about writing poems. Whenever I write I feel like I have to make everything rhyme for some reason.
When we were younger...everything was better We would laugh, run and play Without a care in the world Everyone was always around...because we were each other's family We were invincible.
I hate when people underestimate me, just because of my femininity. I mean, we're all human so why should you care about what my interests are or the way I wear my hair.
It's nice when things start to turn around, when you can turn your frown upside down.
What do you do when you've broken your heart.
That heartbreaking moment when you realize that you've screwed something up beyond repair, and there's nothing you can do to change it. It makes you feel so helpless...
What do you do when your best isn't enough. When you try so hard and it's just too tough. Do you just stop living. Do you lay down and die. Do you make an extra effort, Or do you just start to cry.
It's the little things that hold the most significance, isn't it. It's those little things that make you want to cry, Make you want to laugh, give you hope, or completely destroy you.
What is this sadness. This torture of my mind. It never used to be like this, I'm getting tired of trying.
Haunted by the past. A nightmare that seems all too real. I wish I could reach out to you,. I wish that I could feel. Nobody to hear my sorrows,. Nobody to hear me cry.