My Best Friend

So there's this girl who I see as my best friend. I know she doesn't see me the same way I see her. She's popular is gorgeous and has amazing style. Even tho she doesn't notice everybody likes her and every boy wants her. She's one of the only girls I've been jealous of. I'm not angry or anything but I'm sad because she gets invited to do many things and all I am is some dead wheight she is forced to carry around. We have our moment when we can laugh for the longest time but after that someone else just like me takes her awash from me. Shes kind hearted and I've know her for a long time but even if that's a factor in our relationship I kinda wish I didn't know her so I wouldn't have to suffer through the pain every times she leaves me for someone else. She's my best friend and I share everything with her. She just doesn't know it.