3 June 2012
Pushing myself up the fence, bringing my broken fipflops along, scrapping my knee one the faded wood. Grunting. Standing up I scan my surroundings, there's a row of trees I can climb through if I can make it onto the roof. Yes that's what I'll do, my only chance to get away from here and meetup with jimmy, my boyfriend. He's my only real home. The light from my room goes on. Shit! She realized I wasn't actually going to stay there and listen to them talk about how maya is the perfect daughter and I'm the opposite of her . Failing all my classes compared to her being student body president and captain of the volleyball team. Personally I think I've scribed quite a bit. I've managed to break into the biggest store in the state, I've had ten cop cars chase me for at least an hour and I've managed not to get pregnant... Those are accomplishments. Jimmy honks his car. Running to the roof I jump. Hair whipping my face and feeling pure bliss. Being an adrenalin junkie and all this I what I'm made for. The trees are a piece of cake dice I've been snaking out on them since I was 10, that's six years of practice. Jumping from the lowest tree branch Ianage to only break one nail. Jimmy smiles. Babe what took you so long? He knows! Whatever he's always like this. The convertible is nice, I wish he'd clean it every once in a while but appart from that it's nice.
We get to his house and I go straight for his bedroom, I've been dying for a hit. I put the rubber band around my arm and flex. He walks into the room and laughs. Wow u really need a ht don't you? Nodding he gets the needle ready. He sticks it into me and I feel this calm feeling wash over me. Jimmy does the same to him and he caries me to his bed, unbuckling his pants he forces himself into me. I don't mind because without me doing this id never get the drug he seems to constantly have.
Underachiever • Opuss № I