11 October 2012
It's hard to think he's out there, and he doesn't even care. He doesn't care about his son or the features we might share.
A parent has a duty, to take care of there kids, but my dad didn't give a damn, he didn't give a......!
He left it all down to my mom, a splendid job she did, she did it with out any help, left on her own to raise 3 kids.
Every single year my birthday comes but still no word, not even a simple birthday card to celebrate my birth.
I really don't resent him even though I think I should, the fact that he's ignoring me has done the world of good.
He's made me who I am, and for that I thank profusely, if he was more of a man then he could have been around to see.
The only person missing out is him he lost a son, he lost the chance to be a dad, missed out on all the fun.
It hurts at times to think he doesn't care just how I'm coping, for all he knows I could be dead, or thinking if eloping.
So even though it hurts inside I'm smiling everyday, to know that I'm more of a man in every single way.
Dads Gone Missing. • Opuss № I