Love to read all different sorts of things. I think it amazing to escape with words into a different reality
I wake and reach out forgetting your not there. I speak your name forgetting you cannot hear me I cry tears forgetting you cannot see them I no longer exist.
Words written down, emotions put on tear stained paper. Never sent never read by any eyes but mine. You wouldn't understand my words.
Will this thing ever let me go?.
I want to be strong hold back the tears. My heart is in a million pieces each one tearing me up inside. I put on a smile that's what everyone wants. To forget to stop.
I wish I could lay in your arms listening to the beating of your heart Like it was beating just for me to hear, playing the most beautiful melody I have ever heard Only I can hear.
Lost in your sea of words Lost in my ocean of thoughts All the questions that will never be answered The tears you will never wipe away My heart feels empty My hands feel lost without yours to hold.
Trying to let it go Trying to forget Trying not to love you Trying to hold back the tears Trying not to let it hurt Trying to move on.
I try so hard to not think of you all your words. All those words that now mean nothing. The words that once warmed my heart now stab it every time I think of them.