14 March 2013
I've never been considered pretty. Not once. Even my family has referred to me as ugly or unattractive before. They're not being mean, it just is.
But I'm older now, and, at 17 turning 18, I don't think it's funny anymore. I'm getting so tired of my life, of people not liking me and boys never showing the slightest interest. I just want someone to consider me beautiful.
I've been told I'm "beautiful on the inside" and while that's all nice and dandy I would sincerely enjoy someone, anyone, finding me outwardly attractive. And I'm so scared that I'll end up alone and unloved. That I'll never be loved by anyone. I just... I'm scared.
One Wish • Opuss № I