Wanna know what I miss?

Wanna know what I miss?

Being so dang carefree and bubbly that I didn't notice bad in life. That sums it up, but I could speak of it forever. You know what sucks? I finally think I found a friend and without knowing I became so much like her. Then she.. well, life happens and people turn out to be . But now I look at all the crap I did a year ago, and it almost depresses me. I feel the hurt again. I look at it and think "how could I have been so stupid?" not just the choice in friends, but in every little thing I did. it's amazing how much things change in a year's time. AMAZING.
So I'M changing this time. I'm putting hundreds of walls (metaphorically) between my feelings and actions, between my heart and mind, between my actions and my thoughts, and most importantly between my past and my present.

I'm done with it all. I give.
This is the new me. I am KM.