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I wasn't lost but I wandered And with that wandering I became lost.
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I wasn't lost but I wandered And with that wandering I became lost.
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself. - La Dispute.
1:22 a.m and I miss you right now. 3 a.m in my sleep and I will miss you. 12 at noon, at school and I will miss you. Either you will never know, or you wouldn't care if you did..
I'm not gonna give upon you because you occupy the space in my mind day through night..
Oh, mother. If only you knew. These past few days, what I've been through..
I just know that I won't sleep tonight because of you..
You know that time right before you fall asleep. The time when everything slows down for a moment. That's the best feeling. The last thought I always think before I drift into unconsciousness is you.
Bitterness fills my soul. The bitterness of coffee. The bitterness I felt to myself, not to him. I can't shake the feeling. It traces me, it is a part of me. And that makes me sad..
Somewhere beautiful awaits. It's just not here..
Like a ghost he wanders. Like a shadow she trails behind. He is her map, without him she has nowhere to go. Nobody to confide, Like stars without a sky.
She lived in a dark world with a candle in her hand. She guided herself through the fog and learned to live aloof. Nobody else saw the light and noticed the world at its bright.
She flew, She grew, He knew, The bird she once was, Now on the ground, For she fell, But he was nowhere to be found..
It's difficult to miss someone that doesn't miss you back..
It's alright.. Because I can fall asleep and forget it all..
"You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be.".
They started out fine. I was content with our time. The months came and went, like ice held to a flame. Now I'm over here ashamed Exposed As the end drew near that cover you posed Shattered me.
I can't stand how everything reminds me of him..
Sometimes you are more attached and only realize it when you lose that person..
The universe is titanic. The Solar System is vast. My planet and it's orbit is huge. And I am small..
I want to drown in the stars. Be captivated by the lights, the reassuring sparkle of matter. To glide through the mystery, to fumble around for words as inspiration blossoms from the pit of despair.
"I'm quiet on the outside, but inside I'm screaming.''.
The glistening eyes of youth. Suddenly ripped away from you. Without warning you struggle. To adapt to this strange new world. It's cold and dark and you are all alone. To fend for yourself.
A matter of time before you vanish. You deserve better, Than I. You deserve greatness. A matter of time before you vanquish. Away from me. I slowly slip away. You keep calling my name. Yelling.
Time is alway ticking. I am always wasting. Dreaming away with my life, I know. Places I'll never go. It's not wise to wishful think. It only makes you sink. But how can I not...
I'd like to say that I am okay. It will be alright, I know. That's why my sadness does not show..