Depressed at the moment. Not for underage. Sorry if I don't follow back...
Was trying to get advice but get scolded instead... That's just how my family works... XD Maybe it's my fault on getting my point across. This could be the reason of my avoiding people.
My head's as heavy as lead. My heart's uneasy, expression bleak. My vision's blur, my limb's numb.
The cycle is getting shorter. This was the reason why we got tangled, I'm at border. Cried a lot I did, to you it's just a bother.
When your leg is numb but you want to run, cause everybody else is running and you don't wanna be left behind. What should you do?.
Six books on stock market, four novels, three popular psychology books, one autobiography to read, but stuck at opuss. XD.
I don't really know when or why it started, my depression. Tried to cheer myself up, smile for a brighter expression, it sometimes works. Sometimes I'm smiling outside, crying in my interior.
I'm afraid, almost lazy to recommend a stock, to give clients a phone call. I'm not really good with people, and my stock pick fall.
I read to feel, write to unburden. Found a lot of literature snack here, my mind fatten..
I find it funny, you call her honey. Why hug me instead of her. Only yesterday, at this very spot we were together.
Almost midnight by now. Along with the sound of an insect, I dread for tomorrow. Suppose I can behave normally which is rather unusual. Surges of memory might hit, that oral.
I have to make sure I stay down to earth all the time. Found my head up in the clouds all the time..
I know you want me to treat them as merely memories and I know for sure they aren't my frantic fantasy I think it's utterly unfair because you keep coming to me, even now on daylight although not on...
I know I've found a good book when I want to re-read this current page yet I want to read the next page..
I wonder why when there are more people, the lonelier I become.