Tears n Blood

My chest feels numb, it hurts and it bleeds. Tears won't come out its like a disease. Rip my heart out
so I can no longer feel. I wish reality never felt so real.
You pain me everyday
You weaken my body in every way.
I long to survive and I try to fit in.
I dress for disaster and I wear a grin.
I laugh to be found, n yet I keep getting lost bc I am down.
Accept and let go, impossible bc I won't let my feelings show.
I did once I did twice the third time you stabbed me with a knife.
Tears and blood stain my face. Tears n blood all over the place.
Tears n blood stain all my clothes. Tears n blood wherever she goes.
She knows she knows she just won't let it show she knows but she can't let you go.
Pain and anguish rain on her soul.
She talks so wrong when she is alone. Fight for her right to feel happy at night.
I will control my mind and keep my thoughts in line If only you promise to be my friend in the meantime.