12 October 2012
I had a feeling today I have never felt before, of seeing someone I love, really love, and feeling like the bottom dropped out of my stomach. It was so entirely odd, and I had to fight not to gasp. But I spoke to him, at least, and now we're meeting up sometime soon. Not sure exactly when, since he's burdened with coursework, but soon. Maybe I can finally tell him what I've been meaning to say for months. He's the only one I can trust now.
Him • Opuss № I