26 November 2012
I don't even want to try anymore. I'm so confused about everything.
Is my best friend really my best friend? Is she worth the struggle? Am I really in love with someone I haven't a chance with? Is he really ignoring me or just not close enough? Why do I shake uncontrollably every time I see him? Am I really this person that sits here? Or should I be someone else? Is this what I want with my life? Is this all there is? Is there another way? Am I being too trivial? Do I not care enough? Don't I have anyone? Can't I tell them all how I feel? Do I want to live anymore? Do I just have to carry on? Do I sound stupid?
That's the only question I know the answer to. I always sound stupid. I get so angry at myself for that.
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