30 November 2012
There comes a time in everyone's life when you realise that you have to let go and just leave it behind because it isn't worth the hassle.
That time in my life is now.
My friends had a massive argument, one of them screaming insults across me at the other one. I was shaking when she stopped. Shaking with fear in case she turned on me. Later on, they started again, and I told them to shut up because I didn't want to hear it. But my order wasn't made stronger by my wobbling voice or the tears that fell. One of my friends is now not speaking to me and the other keeps going on about it, not seeing how much it hurts me. I don't want to get involved in an argument that isn't mine, but I can't deal with the hostility around us all at the moment. The rest of our form just think it's funny. I have never felt quite so alone. If anyone could offer me advice on the situation, it would be hugely appreciated. I swear I'm not seeking attention. I just really need help.
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