29 December 2012
I'm so tired of needing you.. That every time I breathe I can feel your body against mine in this endless dance we do. Step right, and you push me back, to intent on leading that you don't realize I've been orchestrating this from the beginning. Every move you've made is something I've already seen and countered against. I know you far to well for you to startle me anymore. You've gotten so predictable my love. It's so easy to tease you lately. To easy for you to be seduced. What happened to our games? This dance is reaching its end, the clock is tolling midnight and I'm so scared we will end with it.
Nothing is as it seems anymore. I'm so close to the edge and you're the only thing holding me back from diving voluntarily off of this icy cliff. Can't you see I'm already a shade? A sheer? A thin, threadbare fabric of the tapestry I used to be?
You were the only thing that kept me going and now all is lost.
Goodbye my love. I hope to see you on the other side.
Midnight Hour • Opuss № I