4 January 2013
You killed my hope, when you tried to kill yourself. Now I'm a mess,I didn't wanna guess what you'd try next. You murdered my faith, my heart needs a doctor. I'm a filthy disgrace for not noticing sooner. Now I'd like to die myself, because I couldn't stop you and this time you won. But I throw away the regrets and all the thoughts and kiss your lifeless cheek. Gathering my tears, next to your deathfilled body I fall asleep. I know when I wake up I won't want to let you go, I'll cry, and I'll scream but it will time for you to go. But right now for one last time, I need to hold you close.
I guess I loved you to death. • Opuss № I