Hooker's Ball

I live in the black
The darkness inside brown eyes that relish time
I have a filthy fucking mind
Uncontrollable
I will not apologize for my demeanour
or style
or the fact that I'm wild and don't value your morals
or your goals.

I live in a place that no one frequents but everyone frequents at every moment of the day
My mind absorbs every flicker of light in the eyes of an opponent looking to spread me out like butter on toast
You may be able to handle the spike in temperature when my mouth is closed;
but don't let my finger land on your button
You won't feel the same - and I'll be running in the other direction faster than the dreams of a future you had with some dull lifeless pile of skin and white table cloths.

I don't confine myself to the rules you have bestowed upon yourself to control your habits, your mind.
I don't confine myself to the rules that you define yourself by to deal with your lack of backbone and drive.

I can be predator -
and in my eyes you are prey
Waiting -
accepting of the fact that you will soon die and be born again into an unbridled pool of lust and regret that you didn't live sooner
That you didn't experience passion before some black girl showed you a trick with her mouth and ice
I'm cold.
Cold like july when you're dumped by life
and left on the doorstep of sadness and despair.
I am the darkness breathing adventure into your boredom
that dull dreary life where you only do what you are told to.
What a pity.

I live in the black
deep dark depth into clarity
inky well of time within myself
time to reflect on what I will do next
who it'll be next
what stranger i'll share my heat and fire with
and where i will move to.

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