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Only a place you call Dreams . The only place where love is real ..
I always let my imagination run wild&free
Only a place you call Dreams . The only place where love is real ..
Would you please , Stop trying to waste time on people & pay some attention to me . Stop telling me how wonderful he is . Stop being someone I can't even talk to .
Hate is a disease It cannot be stopped Unless you are willing to forgive Hate is an anger kept in a bottle , a box , a cage.. You hold it to yourself & let it eat you from the inside ..
listen , don't argue listen , don't try to make it worst. listen , don't go away listen , try to see what's happening listen , just hug her & say it'll be okay..
I have issues with these two . I can't love someone fully if I don't trust them & I can't take chances cause I'm afraid of hurting myself . I may love someone but never be given my all ..
To know you've given someone a chance & all they have to do is prove you wrong & show you what you meant to them with this chance which is given .
I use to think love is easy . Love is simple . Love just takes two people who wants to be together . Love is pure. Until I got all the bullshit ..
I have a lot of 'friends' But none of them are true friends , none would confront me if I did wrong or ask me if something is wrong. None will actually be there for me .
When you have me , you do nothing but give me excuses & Now you're trying to show your concern & attention to me . I'm afraid to say but it ain't working cause I'm slowly moving on.. In my own..
Chanel Prada Longchamp Celine & etc. I wish I own one .. Sigh.
I will want to be a traveler. Go places. Meet new faces. Cherish the moments. Learn different languages. To eat traditional food from different culture. Watch the sunsets. Watch dawn break.
Every time I see you. My heart is in my mouth. My belly filled with butterflies. My feet just wants to run into you. My eyes just want to see you as a better changed person.
A vacation next year . Where shall I go ?.
No fucking mood at all . No mood to eat . No mood to even be genuinely happy or excited . No mood to smile . No mood to come back home but I'm lying down on my bed now *sigh*.
Should have celebrated by myself . How fucking hurtful . Can't even be happy or excited that . The worst 21st ever. Overall big thankyou to my DAD for making it memorable . No thanks to you Ma .
What's with opuss !?. I typed a long thing and it just saved a quarter of it )'=.
I've read her stories and fell soo deep into it that I felt her pain . I've chatted with her eventhough she is on the other side of the world ✈.
Never be excited for something . Just expect the worst . #storyofmylife.
I can never thank god enough , for the lesson he made me go through but yet I still need to improve . And thankyou boss for the cheque : words can't describe how I am thankful for her kindness ..
I have parents who is divorce & I am the only child . I have to sets of problems to take care of & I am tearing myself apart . This place is not a home , it's a hotel .
If you knew me well enough you should know how I am . Soo stop being a pain in my life . You're forever known as the annoying person I've ever known. And I hate it.
So you and your boys saw me with another . He is my childhood closest friend . He put his hand on my waist . He is the kind who does that . You're ashamed cause your friends ask about that .
I'm always to be at fault or wrong . Sometimes I don't get it , I have soo many things in mind sometimes I feel like passing out . Why do things happen to me . Always me .
Working almost everday . Eventhough it's just 9hours a day , the inbetween hours were dreadful & great at times . But I made it through , some huge problems for me to handle & some minor ones .
Everyone is blowing my phone , Texting & calling . Wanting to go out but I don't . Been busy at work & my mind is numb .
Parents keep asking , friends been too . Sat here thinking what am I to do. You've been neglecting me , yeah that's true. Telling me you love me but where's the prove .
What is a relationship , when it's kept secret . Who are you hiding it from . Are you ashamed ?.
I am very sick now , My back on the right side till my leg is having pins & needles pain. And I faced the first one which strucked got me tear'd up & jammed .
my guts told me the truth that you're not the one for me , you're just replacing someone you once had & pretending you love me . Just admit you love her , you miss her & still wants to be with her .
I will be writing about this place I call home & which I can't stand anymore ..
making a private conference soon . Date , time & venue will be planned & people who have something to get out of their chest are welcome to come.
Someone who's in love with me is jealous about you though you don't know anything bout how I feel around you. Weird that I dreamt about you & it's not once not twice but already the fourth time.
What my head is saying , What my eyes is seeing , What my heart is feeling . We're two stranger who fell for eachother yet still strangers ..
Why didnt you Show what I meant to you , neglect me all this while & finally I gave up on this rs with you . Why didn't you say how you feel , now that I left you pouring yourself out .
On the fact that you still love me , makes me think of what I just did .. I can't deny I miss you everyday & always think of you..
I know you love me , I want to know if its true .. Pls show & ill consider changing my mind too ..
Everytime I see you my heart pounds & sinks at the same time . I wonder did you know how badly you've hurt me . Everytime someone says your name my emotion turns into anger .
Today is your engagement & for all these months I've been missing you , you careless about me . I thought we were best of friends .
I'm sorry I have to act this way but if you can't set your priorities right there's no use of me still being close to you.
Becoming a model but I don't have a perfect figure , slim tummy , tiny waist & a flawless face. But I hope to be a model someday , but in where I am I don't see any possibilities of being one.
I know you've not been seeing me loving your stories for quiet some time .. I want to appologise , been sick lately & always puking , giddy from reading . Though I read a few Before my sleep .
How boring could this get , alone at home doing absolute nothing , busted my right shoulder , bf is just tooo damn busy . Sigh.
I know I can't live anyway I would always dream of . I can't be a model : as they mostly pick the Chinese girls & plus they've 'perfect' skin & a slim bodies .
She has always been close to me till one day she trusted me to be with her on her first delivery , she cried & screamed delivering her very 1st kitten which was overwhelming for both she & I .
Visit my grandpa soon . Hearing a sad news from my colleague make me think of him & it's been a long time since I've seen him . I feel guilty as I'm always working /:.
To store manager & an incharged of website developments & paper works (:.
I ordered two iPhone cases & costomised it with names (: Excited to get it !!.
It's been raining this week (: And it's soo nice & cool . Though the air conditions at work feels like I'm in a freezer at Times but it feel great . .
My dear boss gave me , my leave in the 2nd last week of July & I am wondering where should I go . An effordable place where I can relax my mind body and soul .
Ouh the feeling of sleeping late to talk to your dad & the tiredness of waking up in the early morning to go to work . I'm partially stoning in the bus & imagining ..
Its been sweltering hot for the past weeks & the air is too dry . But today is cloudy & gloomy & a lil windy too . Which is my kind of weather .
Always dreamed of being a model / actress & a singer .. But ,I never to the chance to be any closer to it . I'm not a perfect built girl who has the perfect skin , body , hair .
I believe every one of us wants/need someone who will love you for who you are , excepts you for your past & present .
Men are acting like boys Women acting like girls Boy trying to be a man Girls trying to be a woman And they tend to hurt each other . Saying words that they can't keep up to ..
If lying was your best , Truth would be your weakness . If cheating is your wife , Loyalty would be your mistress . •random•.
Tell me things I don't want to hear Let it break my heart & break me down in tears • random •.
What I am feeling What I had felt What I should feel What am I doing What should have been done What I want to say but I can't ..
You are in a relationship but you wondered deeply if it's just one of those bullshit that you have to be strong and get through it or is it for real .
Look deeply into her eyes , apologise for all the mess you made , lies you told , the secrets unfold , time lost , memories fades , words that trails off , mistakes you created , anger you thrown ,...
Everyone just needs someone who will love you for who you are & be there for you when ever you are in need of a shoulder. Someone you can call home .
I opened the shop early at 8.45am.
I miss the times when we exchange pictures of sceneries . Text each other at any time of the day & go out randomly & watch movies together .
Her boyfriend & bestfriend (: Her boyfriend saw a text from an unsaved number , which my Gf remembered by heart . He asks " who is this texting you. Is this your new boyfriend .
I love the cool airy atmosphere . I love it that I could snuggle under covers & gently fall asleep.
Cuddling & making love on a rainy day .
Everyday no doubt how I look like in the mirror , with all these breakouts on my face . I tell myself I am worth it , no one could take it away from me.
I suddenly tremble and I wonder why cause I am looking at my right thumb trembling and it's freaking me out !!.
The one who truly excepts me despite my change of behaviours , clothes , the way I speak & things that happened . He will never stop loving me unconditional . He is always there supporting me .
So glad I love myself more and atleast I know I'm worth it (: Cause having you at the otherside of the line doesn't fully means you're committed or if your even sure about what you feeling for me.
I have planned a goodie box surprise (:. I bought small items to cover the main present for her (:. Soo hopefully my plan for her birthday pushes through (:.
Can I have the perfect love with an imperfect man that knows that I am unperfect . Haha . Does that even make any sense ?.
I was at work , yes working obviously .. Feeling hungry , so to distract myself I started rearranging things at my work place TM .
The last time we ever seen eachother was two year ago & we've been keeping in touch thru fb since I lost my phone )': And yesterday he was in sg & so we met had dinner at Hard Rock Cafe & chatted...
: did you see the hurt in her eyes . Maybe you didn't pay much attention to her. Have you heard her heartbeat. Seems like its fading.. Have you felt her touch of needed .
I'll follow where the river flows , maybe I'll end up in the beautiful ocean & be free , like dolphins in the sea - Hell'Nyna❦.
The ones you thought were your closest/bestest , trustworthy , loyal & honest. Are a bunch of two face fucks . They are who hold grudges against you but not saying a word .
There is no way for me to take another risk . No way for me to turn my heart . No signs of me giving in . No thoughts of being the nice person I was & all I was given was bruises .
To all thè Mexican moms !.
I know I've hurt you a lot these years , but the pain you've cause damaged my heart & everything . I could love you as how I could but I'm sorry , this time I can't.
Never that strong , smart or wise enough . I'm insecure , weak , dumb , uncertain , careless , clumsy & all I wanted was to you ensure me that I'm imperfectly good enough for you (:.
You are more than just a friend & less then a boyfriend but you're someone I never stopped loving . Yet I deny & I kept running away . Cause somehow I knew deep down we will crumble .. I'm scared ..
When I'm happily & excitedly reading something I find interesting & you suddenly stop me tell me to go home , cause I looked tired .
The one that im comfortable with and one that I could spend hours laughing about silly things. But he is the one that isn't meant to be for me. His anger management is out ragestly uncontrolable.
Stay in cuddle under covers . Hot chocolate with marshmallows . Tub of ice cream. Movies *ahh heaven* (:.
If you ever her me say that I was referring to "me , myself & I" That's my threesome & they're awesome !.
Fluffy white floaty airy & it's like cotton candy . It a wild imagination & fun game . Just look at it & tell me what shape did it make . I saw flying babies with wings . Hahahaha !. (:.
All of my thoughts & thinking its all my fault . But all you need is someone who will truely sincere being & having you in their life .
This man is not just someone I'm seeing , his my man now . We'll see how it goes for us (: Hopefully a smooth rs :3.
Aren't really truly sweet . The have soo much lies caught in between them that most couldn't see or notice it . Sounds sweet to fall on your knees , but what lies behind it , it's a different story .
A little cocky , I want to go out but I hardly have friends to meet . And here I am lying on my bed -.-'.
He will work very hard to earn some cash & split it for depts & his own expense . & some left for his savings just to bring his daughter across the world & travel places with him..
imperfectly perfect For me myself & I (:.
A mother to her child , No matter good bad or even the worst . She lived through heartaches , emotional breakdowns , sweat and tears . She is the one who loves you unconditionally .
Husband/father , to be working soo very hard to provide every needs for the family , coming home late & exhausted . Working too hard till you have a little time to spare for your family .
I sing most of my time & I love it soo much . But I think im not good enough. And I know well that in Singapore music can't live .
You have this feeling of having a sexual intercourse with someone you love but you can't , afraid being fooled , lied , left ,cheated , deceived & hurt to the extend you can't think of anything else...
The person you love , when he doesn't love you . The friend you never seen for years , when you can't find him/her anywhere . The one you haven't met . Being with someone , who's just a friend ..
Dear , childhood bestfriend imissyou soo much ): I wish you never layed hands on me before , cause right now I'm terrified of being close to you .
A private jet & a pilot . Take me to wherever I please . See the sunrise from above . Watch the city lights up in the dark ..
To think it's love when eyes met , sparks flies , chemistry poured in & butterflies flutter . Hmmm , I wonder ...