16 February 2013
I stated at him. What was once a fiery ginger ruby red eyed and tanned man was now a jet black glowing grey eyes pale blue bodied, well I don't know what he was. Justin shakes his head and lashes towards me, knocking me to the ground. Then he sinks to his knees.
It's complicated love.
"I'm sorry," he begs as I lift up my head from the floor. He crawls over and tries to hug me but I pull away. "You were right, you are a danger to me." I get up and brush myself down. A tear slid from his eye as he buries his face in his hands. I roll my eyes and slap him lightly, then kiss him. " it doesn't mean I don't love you but," I pause, wondering weather to say it or not. " sorry," he whispers. " I can't help the way I am. A flame can burn bright till the wick runs away. A flame can be dampened with water," I pull away. " nothing against you but I don't think we should be together if it means our lives in danger." I begin to walk down the hill.
Justin and I were going out for eleven months and I just broke up because of one silly thing. It would be weak of me to go back to him. I carried on walking back crying my heart out. And I burst through my apartment door Jane exclaims "what the hell did he do to you?!" " it wasn't him, it was me." I go upstairs to bed to clear my mind.
The next morning Jane wakes up with a migraine. So I drive to work alone. Justin isn't in the office when I get to work. Only Reggie is in. He asks, " where is everybody?" I just shrug and get on with work. Reggie and I get lunch and share a few laughs, and unbelievably we get to know eachother lots better. Reggie loves to cook and dreams of being the next Gordon Ramsey. Reggie has been gay for the last six years because hetro sexual relationships didnt work. He offered me coming roungvone night, so i said yea, to be polite. but I felt like someone was watching me, very closely. After work as I was walking to the car. I was deciding what to wear as it wasn't a proper date or anything. I saw Justin. He starts running, running to who? Then I realise who, and he didn't look happy.
He was running to me
Complicated Love 5 • Opuss № I