9 January 2013

I told this guy I had a crush on him For the first time ever I actually admitted it...... And then told my friend to tell him But it doesn't matter cos I admitted it. And for me that was as good as telling him.

I was shy but I wanted him Enough to spill the beans about everything.....I mean everything For a while I told myself it's cos he was shy..... And by a while I mean 3 years

I walked around for three years wishing him amazing happiness I'd see him around sometimes and just walk on Because even though he already had me unknowingly wrapped around his fingers I needed him to lovingly actually wrap me in his arms first But I didn't happen

And so graduation came I had to leave I got on the plane knowing that I might never see him again But then then I turned on the flight's music playlist....and it was him Michael Buble...... It was Michael Buble telling me to put my head on his shoulders.

I was so sad Because it was a sad song But also because I was leaving the country that inhabited possibly the love of my life. And so..........I cried,and cried For 6 hours Under my flight blanket

So now,3years later whenever I start to think of him, Or stalk him on twitter and Facebook And I let myself "slip" by thinking of what we could have been I find myself reaching for my iPad and turning on my ever ready MB playlist. Sometimes I think maybe I've traded one addiction for another And although I don't plan on quitting any of them ever!!!!! I'm gonna admit this "I'm Peju and I sincerely think Michael Buble saved my heart"!!!!!!!!

Don't believe? me try "End Of May" Heard it 3 years ago and it's still my favorite song till date..... He once asked in a song....."How Can You Mend A Broken Heart" Well the answer is you Michael Buble You can mend a broken heart....... You mended mine. So Thank You.

He just wasn't that into me

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