30 December 2012
I'm starting 2 think it's me...when I Shld b jovial & celebratory I find that I'm not...maybe I've just outgrown the notion of drinking & being in the club...maybe it's underlying meaning is something different. I really can't say 4 sure. It's hard 2 tell these days. Like my life is good...I'm fulfilled...content even...idk...maybe it's cuz I'm missing friends long gone away...yesterday I got the keys 2 my very 1st official outta the basement studio...like I'm finally going pro...but can't help but feel a certain sadness cuz the person I initially built these dreams with...isn't here 2 b a part of this...my future is brighter than it's ever been...but still...
Bipolar • Opuss № I