8 October 2012
2day I tried 2 write a love song
But the words just kept coming out
I tried 2 make it happy, kinda chipper
But every other line became a Lil more bitter
Maybe my past is catching up 2 my present
Maybe my future is damaged from my transgressions
Maybe I don't deserve 2 b in love
Or maybe I haven't found a reason 2 give it up
Give up my heart & let it go
Just open up & let it flow
Cuz the fear of pain is deeper than I have known
And y wld I face the truth, when the fantasy's here 4 show
So I protect my heart by all means
Play them others like they puppets on a string
Play 2 the world that it all don't mean a thing
While alone in this bed I scream...
Happy Never After (verse 1) • Opuss № I