5 June 2012
I fear to offer myself out once again so blindly, as my heart can no longer bear the beating of disappointment & sorrow. It once again is tangled in the rusted barbed wire which digs in so deeply, I fear that the wire now might be a permeant fixture, as I maybe unable or to scarred to love again, which only saddens me deeply tightening the wire soldering it to my sole ever deepening, thickening, unable to remove.
Offer Myself Blindly • Opuss № I