19 April 2012
as I looked around at the terrible sight of burnt buildings, stray cars and trees that had finnaly rotted away I realise how long I have been around. this town never meant to look like this. ever scince our old president hue let pirates take over half of our land. it was even him or the land. president hue was an old snob he was. always wanting to be right. making evey young boy be his slave (only the ones with muscles ofcourse). so he traded his land unstead of his life. I used to live there. the land of rosemary . sunny side cottage I did. it was a lovely place. everyone always smiling. not like now. now..... it's rubbish here. just non stop moning. all of them. kids screaming, babys crying. it's horrible but I live on my own now. my husband died a few years ago. I used to live a happy life with my husband. the only time I ever saw him not smiling was when he had to leave me to go to war. he never came back. to be honest I personally and then again unfortunately think he died when he got on to that steam boat. scared as hell he was. I do miss him you know. I pray to him every night. he talks to me. although I can't see him. I wish I could though. I still remember his twinkling delicate eyes staring into mine. his smooth hands touching mine. I'm not aloud to talk about him now though. the doctor said if I think about him too much I will go into heart attack mode. I don't care what they think. I have been thinking about him every second of my life and im not dead. am I?
part 1 what it was like • Opuss № I