30 December 2012

Laying here awake while you slumber

All I do is lay here and wonder

Why am I so gullible for you

Why do I believe what you say is true

I want to punch a wall

But what will that solve

You'll still be sleeping while I'm brewing in anger

But don't you worry you're not in danger

For now...

When you awake shall I forgive you?

I guess it depends if I'm in a good mood

I lay here with a headache while you sleep in peace

What curse upon me has taken my ability to sleep

I cannot lay here and weep

It is beyond me to do so

But why do I lay here with anger and woe

I want one thing

Is that one thing too much?

Because I can't have your kiss and your touch

I want to scream at the top of my lungs

Maybe then you'll answer me

Maybe then you'll awake & finally see

But no... I'm awake & you're asleep

And that's how it shall be...for tonight at least

PoeticHeart33Confessions Of An Insomniac Pt.2 • Opuss № I