13 April 2012
For those who don't know me- you never will. All you would know (for now) is that I am a girl who now, at the most important part if my life (I'm 13) is facing 2 problems. 1) the one guy I like, I am very sure likes my best friend. It got worse, I started dreaming of him, my heart beat faster when he came online, but his beat faster when she was online. 2) teachers find the need to compare me with my awesome brother. Here's why- - he rocks at sports, I suck. - he wins an award every year, where as the principle forgot my name. - he aces tests he doesn't study for and I get my ass whooped when I do that, I end up failing. - lemme rephrase that- even when I study for tests I fail. This brings tears to my eyes. He's the top, I'm the flop.
My life so far is falling to pieces, both love and school, but all I can do is pray that things get better.
It's Hard, Deal With It. • Opuss № I